Today I going to write about running and meditation.
Why? I have been expericience some signs of anxiety. It recently develop more since we moved to this new state where everything is new, different and very unusual for our lifestyle.
In 2014 when I had my baby I thought it was depression post partum but it when off. I started at that moment taking yoga classes and meditation, and it help me a lot to handle that issue.
Recently I started to run again since I decided that this is my moment for me, for me , and for me. So I’m thinking if I add to my life a little bit of meditation It could help. Before it work I hope this time too. I need it.
I recently decided to take this step that I have been procastinating for so long but I haven’t the courage to open about it. And now is the time. I know I’m not alone.
I have been suffering anxiety
It took me a long time to talk about this because it hard to accept that something is happening to me. In the moment that I accepted it, I felt a little free.
So I’m considerating add this practice to my routine. Do you meditate?
Today is April 2, 2017.
I ran 0.50mi This run was very peaceful and very quiet. I thank God for this run today.
Yesterday April 1, 2017.
I ran 0.50mi. This run turns into a dark place when someone decided to be a bully and scream something that I’m not allow myself to repeat because I’m a better person. I’m a good person, that kind of person, if you need me, I will be there for you to help you stand up. I learn that if you cancel the negative, That thought goes away so that was what I did it today and that’s why my run was a succesful one.
Sorry if this is not what you want to read. This is my life and I write about my life.
This is the Diary of C.P.
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PS: I’m deciding if I post this or not… It’s hard to let’s others know this part of me. but I you see it is because I decide to keep it up real.
Peace and Love C.P